Saturday, 28 April 2018

Blog 106 - Empathy versus Sympathy

Empathy versus Sympathy

I have a question for you. Do you know the difference between empathy and sympathy? Two very similarly spelled words. Two words that are commonly used incorrectly.

Just to clarify the difference up, we'll begin this blog post with a grammar lesson.The dictionary definition of empathy is:

  • the ability to understand and share the feelings of another.

The definition of sympathy is:

  • feelings of pity and sorrow for someone else's misfortune.

In my google search I found this quote, which I think explains the difference well:

The ability to feel sympathy for others is a great part of what makes us human, and it's what compels us to reach out and offer help. So have sympathy for people who confuse this word with empathy — they're awfully close in meaning. Feeling sympathy means you feel sorry for someone's situation, even if you've never been there yourself. Empathy is when you truly understand and can feel what another person is going through.

Here is another great example:

Empathy is heartbreaking — you experience other people's pain and joy. Sympathy is easier because you just have to feel sorry for someone. Send a sympathy card if someone's cat died; feel empathy if your cat died, too.

So why am I focussing on this topic? My blog is titled, Crouzons, Downs and Me...Love and Life. This title does not truly capture the whole realm of my existence. I roam in so many different circles in the world in a medical sense and a family sense, that I understand what many people are going through.

I can't just give my attention to one cause, as many people are able to do, because I do deal with a multitude of issues. For example, Crouzon syndrome (craniofacial syndrome), hydrocephalus, Chiari malformation (spinal issues), Down syndrome, heart defect, mental illness, bullying, domestic violence, inclusive education, Coeliac disease, visual impairment, osteoarthritis, multiple miscarriages, financial difficulties, family dysfunction. .. and if I keep thinking there would be more. I often joke that I don't live in this world, my body is here but I actually reside in my alternate universe. I say this as I often feel alien to what other 'normal' people go through.

People from all over the world message me about their situations, and I know why. I take the time to listen to them and share my walk with them. I offer advice if they request it. People know that I do truly understand what they are going through. I have an arrow in my back, just like they do!

So what if you want to feel empathy but you haven't experienced what someone else is going through? I genuinely think it is possible. Maybe you have been through a similar situation, or someone else you know has, or you have been through something that had a similar outcome. For example, someone may have lost their job and had to sell their house. That may not have happened to you, but you've had financial difficulties where you've had to watch every cent and you feared to lose your house.  Maybe you know someone going through IVF. and has miscarried. Now you may not have gone through IVF, but you know how hard the process is, and you yourself have miscarried and know the grief that comes with losing your baby.

 I found this infographic which I think explains how we can show empathy:

Showing empathy is trying to imagine what the other person is going through, and endeavouring to see their world how it is. You may not agree with the choices they've made or the circumstances they are in, but you cannot be empathetic if you are being judgemental. The person is a fellow human being and they are hurting. Talk to them and find out what they are feeling and actively listen to them. Ask questions but don't offer advice unless they request it.

You cannot ease another person's grief - it is a process they need to work through. You may be able to give some short-term solutions, but generally, the person will need to work their situation and deal with whatever that means.

Most human beings want to feel connected with other people. They want to know that other people understand or will try to understand their situation. Unfortunately, so many people are so preoccupied with their own lives that they often don't reach out to show empathy to others.

My challenge for you is to reach out to someone today who is hurting. You may just be the blessing they need. 

Monday, 19 March 2018

Blog 105 - World Down Syndrome Day Thoughts

Tomorrow is World Down Syndrome Day. A day close to my heart. A day I wish didn't need to be. If people born with Down syndrome, were actively accepted in mainstream schools and out in society, then there would be no need for this day, which aims to create awareness of the awesome lives people with Down syndrome live.

So many people hold archaic views of what a person with Down syndrome looks like, what their intelligence is, what they are able to do or not do, and the way they should live. Even though people with Down syndrome, with the help of advocates, are now being seen doing ordinary things and living ordinary independent lives, preconceived and prejudicial attitudes still prevail.

My daughter Jessica has opened many adults' eyes to what is possible and I have seen a change in their perceptions of what the label Down syndrome means. What bothers me at the moment is the attitude of some other children towards Jessica.  In the school playground they don't see her uniqueness as something to be embraced. They see her as 'different' and maybe even 'weird'. I so wish I could change the lenses of these children and make them see Jessica as the rounded child she is. Yes, there is no doubting that she has an intellectual impairment, but she is kind-hearted and wears her heart on her sleeve; and she has feelings and passions. Jessica is so incredibly imaginative and loves music and drama. When she sings, it is not 'funny', it is the joy she feels and is expressing. My daughter has goals for her life like they do. And guess what? They are the same goals. I am thankful to the children who do take the time to say hi to her, play with her, help her, and accept her individuality. These children will be more caring and empathetic adults who are aware of other adults with disabilities.

This year Jessica was selected to be on the school's public relations team. She proved herself good enough to be a leader. There will be more moments to come this year, where she will again prove herself as equal to her peers. Hopefully this continual demonstration, will show the other children in her year level that she is like them in more ways than she is different.

And as I do daily, I as her mother will continue to show her she is loved and valued and perfect just the way she is. I will also continue to challenge society's attitudes, one person at a time.

Thursday, 7 December 2017

Blog 104 - My Interview on Channel Nine

I was contacted by Julie Cross, a journalist living in Sydney, who asked could she interview me and my daughter Melissa, about living with a craniofacial syndrome. This was related to the movie Wonder which is out in cinemas and creating a lot of interest in people living with facial differences. One of my friends, Olivia, had just done an interview with Channel Seven and it was tasteful and respectful, so I agreed, though with caution. Why was I cautious? Because I've had bad experiences with the media in the past. Now I must say that the awful experiences were ten years ago and were magazines, who wanted to exploit us for their own publicity. I have been in the local newspaper on numerous occasions since, and on Channel Nine, and all was fine.

I did tell Julie my concerns and asked that she be respectful, which she was. She stated the facts and what myself and Melissa said.

Click on this link to go to the article:

I have outlined some experiences from my past, and my children's operations in the early days of this blog, so I won't go back over them now. But I must say we are fortunate to be living in Australia where surgeons are expert at helping people born with craniofacial syndromes. And we have a free public health system so all children are able to access the health services they need.

I am conscious that this is not so in many countries around the world.

Even though adults and kids are often mean to people living with facial differences, as my daughter has alluded to in the Channel Nine interview, I believe that today's society is more compassionate and respectful. My children have generally been more accepted than I was and have not suffered the same degree of bullying that I did. There is obviously still more to be done, but there always needs to be more done for people living with disabilities or any type of difference.

When I was growing up Graham Kennedy, a renowned Australian comedian and entertainer, was my role model; the only person I knew who had my syndrome, and I would watch him every night on Blankety Blanks so I could see someone else a little like me.  I was also told that Marty Feldman, an English comedian, had Crouzons as well.

It wasn't until the movie Mask came out in 1985 starring Cher, that there seemed to be something with substance to watch. This movie created awareness and Cher became the patron of the Dallas Craniofacial Unit. and is currently the national spokesperson for the Children's Craniofacial Association.The movie Wonder will also make a chink in the wall of the current barriers and ignorance.

If you liked Wonder, then I have an Australian version aimed at teenagers. I would love support for my book. See below for the Kids Book Review review.

Ride High Pineapple is available from me, my website and from many online bookstores.
See my website for more details:

Monday, 27 November 2017

Blog 103 - My Thoughts on Wonder the Movie

My Thoughts on Wonder the Movie

Last Wednesday night, November 22, my friends took me to see the movie Wonder. I had read the book Wonder by RJ Palacio that the movie was based on, so was interested to see the screen adaptation. I must admit to being nervous and I'd bitten off all my fingernails waiting for five o'clock to arrive, when my friend Tracey picked me up.

Earlier in the day I'd posted on Facebook my nervousness about going to see the film. Another friend who knows myself and what my two children have been through, told me he thought it would be okay for me, except maybe for the bullying. After seeing the movie I was thankful for his warning as he was right.

What exactly was giving me anxiety? Was it a fear that there would be a poor or disrespectful representation of people with craniofacial syndromes? Was it that I wouldn't like the film as I had concerns with some of the parts of the book?/ Was it that it would trigger flashbacks to my childhood? Maybe all of these combined. I am unsure.

At the end of the movie, I sat and reflected on what I had seen. My overall immediate opinion being that it was  tasteful and respectful. There were many elements of truth throughout the movie, and I thought the movie would go a long way in creating awareness of craniofacial syndromes.

Many people in the craniofacial world, including myself have commented on Jacob Tremblay being cast as the child actor to play Auggie, and the fact that he didn't have Treacher Collins (the craniofacial syndrome that Auggie had). Many people, myself included, thought the actor should have been born with Treacher Collins, until I found out that the agency did try to find a child with TC but it didn't work out. And when I thought about the movie. It would have been very difficult emotionally for a child with TC to play Auggie, particularly if the child himself had experienced bullying in school.

So let me tell you my other thoughts in no particular order: (spoiler alert if you haven't seen the movie)

* Jacob Tremblay's portrayal of Auggie was very good. He was sensitive to the role, and brought character and a wholeness to Auggie. The film showed that a child isn't just a face. In the film Auggie has a Star Wars obsession, he has a dream to be an astronaut, he is intelligent and the best kid in Science, and he is funny (he has spunk). Jacob also portrayed well Auggie's roller coaster psychological and emotional states which being different creates,

(This link explains Jacob's transformation for the role, and how he prepared for it. It also has the 20/20 interview, with Nathaniel who has Treacher Collins and remarkably has many traits in common with Auggie. Nathaniel was considered for the role but it didn't work out, and his family had an input into the filming. Jacob Tremblay Interview + Wonderboy: a story of transformation)

* The film gave a glimpse into the world of operations and hospitalizations that can happen. Auggie had 27 armbands stuck on a pinboard. Now I always threw our armbands away and when I asked my children about whether they would display their bands like that, their responses were a resounding, 'No!' But having the visible display in the movie emphasised what a child may go through.

*Auggie talked about the stares he endured everywhere he went. For eighteen years, until my final operation, I was stared at every day. My children have also been stared at from the moment we took them home from the hospital. Every time we were out and about adults and children would stare at them and make comments. They are now in high school and although they've had many operations and do not look as severe as they did when they were little, they are still being stared at. My eldest daughter told me tonight when we were discussing this, 'You'd think I was an alien the way I'm treated. I am stared at and ignored.'
Being stared at for looking different is tiresome. You just want to blend in and be like everyone else.

* I loved the little girl Summer who sought out a friendship with Auggie. She  saw past his face and wanted to know the boy. That made me smile as it reminded me of my son who throughout his life has had girls seek him out to be friends with.

* I liked Jack. Jack received a scholarship to go to the school and I suspect was on the outer at times. He went against his friendship with Auggie and said cruel things to the popular group (with Julian the bully) when he didn't think Auggie was around. He obviously did this to fit in. I have seen this happen as a teacher. Though not nice, it happens. I also liked that Jack saw the error of his ways and made amends. If anything I thought Auggie was very quick to forgive and forget Jack's cruelty but maybe he understood why Jack did it, and he liked Jack. Again as a teacher, I have seen children be worst enemies one day, and best mates the next.

* Julian and his mates did a great job at being bullies. The bullying was the only thing that triggered a gut reaction in me. I didn't cry at all throughout the film as I had lived it in so many ways three times over. But the bullying, the verbal and physical, which I experienced growing up, triggered memories for me. That was good because that meant the movie was authentic.
Mr Tushman the principal in the movie did not tolerate the bullying which I liked. In my day no one stopped the bullying, even though they knew it was happening. Even though my mother was a teacher at my school, the bullying was daily. My children's teachers were pretty good at dealing with bullying in primary school. Maybe because I was a teacher at the school as well - I very closely monitored any incidents and the children in the school knew Melissa and Nick belonged to me. I talked to the children in my classes openly about them.

In the movie, as was in the book, there is a situation where Julian displayed their class photo with Auggie photoshopped out of it. It turned out that the mother did the photoshopping and she wasn't happy about having Auggie at the school. Now when I first read the book, I thought this was a bit far fetched, as I couldn't see any of the parents I knew doing that, but upon asking the craniofacial community in the USA, I was told it was highly likely to happen. I liked in the movie that the principal backed Auggie, and stood up to the bully parents. This is what all principals need to do for any type of bullying.

*Via, Auggie's older sister who often felt left out and that her parents' attention was always on Auggie also hit a nerve with me. In the movie, Via also didn't always want to be connected to her brother because the attention it created. My older brothers have been deeply affected by having me as their sister. I am positive they felt the exact way as Via. One of my brothers does not talk to me anymore, and the other has told me matter-of-factly how he hated spending time in waiting rooms and all my father's attention being on me. I'm sure they got sick of having to stick up for me and being associated with the girl with the freakish face. They did not have a normal childhood like their friends did. Shame that I couldn't help it and I was the one dealing with everything. And yes my parents were extremely proud of all my achievements, but I know they were also proud of my brothers' as well. They were definitely supported. Something my brothers didn't need to do as they were born with normal faces, was fight to show the world they could achieve as I had to do; and my parents had to fight the world to show I was worthy of being involved in the community and leading an inclusive ordinary life.

*There was a fight scene where Auggie was being bullied and Jack punched Julian. There was also a physical fight on the Field Trip which I won't comment on because I am unsure whether a bully (Julian's best friend) would actually stand up for the victim (Auggie) he'd been terrorising. But the fighting between Jack and Julian, was realistic for me. My brothers were often in physical fights over kids calling me names, and I too was physically pushed over in primary school. I remember my best friend Diane in high school standing up for me often. Auggie stepped in and fought his bullies in the end - that is something I never did. I always turned and walked away. I found boys were the worst at bullying when I went through school. For my daughter, it's been the girls.

*  The film showed how a family unit pulls together when life gets tough. It showed parents' unwavering love for their child. It showed that parents often put on hold things they want so they can be there for their child. In the movie Julia Roberts' character, Mrs Pullman, put on hold her Masters thesis while home schooling Auggie. I went back to work full-time when Melissa was three months old and Nick was seven months old, and worked around my children's operations. I really don't know how I did it. My three children have had 25 operations between them. When Melissa and Nick were little, my principal was not at all supportive and would go mad at me because I was having time off. Some parents as well were not supportive of me having time off to be with my child. These people had absolutely no clue the amount of stress each of those cranial and facial reconstructions caused on a parent, and that I was firstly a mother, and no way was I going to miss being by my children's sides.
I have a vivid memory of having just gone through one of Nick's major skull expansion surgeries, and on our way out the ward, the surgeon stopped us and said Melissa would be operated on the next day as there had been a cancellation (there was to have been a two week break between them, and Melissa's would have been in the school holidays). You don't say no to the surgeon when told this. I rang my principal and he went off his brain at me and I was inconsolable. Nick had been isolated with suspected meningitis and he hadn't been sleeping well. I was a complete mess from the stress, lack of sleep and no outside support (it was just my husband and myself). I told the kids' neurosurgeon and his reply about my principal was, 'He needs to come and see what you are dealing with.'

In the early days we had very few visitors. The people I thought were our friends were nowhere to be seen, and my mother who couldn't cope with anything Crouzon related, stayed away or babysat. (My father passed away after Melissa's first surgery. He was my rock during that time.) It was so upsetting to us - it made us feel like we were insignificant. It was only when we joined a church that finally people supported us. Maybe  people just didn't understand - we were living in an alternate dimension I guess.

* Owen Wilson played Mr Pullman, Auggie's father. He hid the astronaut helmet Auggie wore often to hide his face. Mr Pullman said he did it because he missed Auggie's face. My daughter tonight told me that I keep telling her that there is nothing wrong with her face, that because I see her all the time I don't see her big eyes or her flat face... but that she sees it every day in the mirror. And I guess she is right. I see my beautiful daughter, not how much her face has changed since her RED halo surgery.
The only commonality between Auggie wearing a helmet and our life would be the wearing of sunglasses to hide our eyes, or putting a blanket over the pram when they were babies. Never did the kids wear masks.

* I would have to say the thing that bothered me the most was the ending. Auggie won a medal for being a strong person, a good person. It was the final award for the night. Why didn't he receive an academic award for Science when he was always the one with the answers and built the best Science project? It seemed to me that the token disabled person had to be rewarded. In my world that didn't happen. My daughter in particular would go for leadership positions with the regular children and be knocked back. She tried and tried to show people she was more than how she looked and could perform the duties, and she would end up in tears and disappointed, despondent with life and people. It always seemed to be the popular out-there kids who got the positions over and over again. Both my children did receive Children of Courage awards outside of school, presented by the Lions Club, which I don't think they really liked or wanted, but at the time I think I wanted it for them, as recognition of the tough journey they'd been enduring. Maybe this is what the movie was trying to aim for.


So overall I have to say I would encourage people to go and see the movie. My children are not going to see it as it doesn't interest them, but I know many children who have craniofacial syndromes have gone to see it.

Please remember that every child with a craniofacial syndrome has a different journey and different experiences, though many have endured surgeries, stares and comments (if not bullying).

The movie promoted being kind to people who are different, not judging a person by how they look and the importance of getting to know the whole person. This of course extends way past facial differences, to race, weight, identity, sexuality and disability.

Friday, 17 November 2017

Blog 102 - I am not a Wonder Adult but I do have a Craniofacial syndrome

There is a lot of talk around at the moment about the movie, Wonder, based on the book of the same name, written by RJ Palacio.

I will not call myself a Wonder adult, or my two children, Wonder kids. Myself and my two children do have craniofacial syndromes. We have experienced some similar situations to Auggie in the book and movie. We have all experienced teasing and bullying about the way we look. We've all had multiple operations. But we are real flesh and blood, not a fictitious character.

So I thought I'd give a brief slideshow of my face from birth to nineteen years of age. Most people do not know I was born with a different face, thanks to extraordinary pioneer facial surgery. But during those precious young years when you form your self-identity and society tells you what it thinks of you, and it rates you as being valuable or not, I was different. To many I wasn't worthy, but fortunately to my family and to others who saw beyond my face, I was loved and valued. The rejection by some, particularly boys, left its psychological and emotional scars on me. I struggled internally, but wore a smile on my face and enjoyed life as much as I could. Inside of me I bore an intense determination to show the world that I was more than how I looked. This ambition would stand me in good stead for the rest of my life. I would never let adversities turn me into a negative or spiteful person.

This is me as a baby. My skull is fully fused and not growing. I was eleven months old when I had my first and second surgeries to expand my skull so my brain could grow.


This photo was taken at a puppet show. The photographer refused to take my picture, then with my mother's insistence he did, but he did not arrange the three of us like he did with the other children who were there.


Eight or Nine
At the age of nine - I turned ten in hospital, I had my first major full facial reconstruction. This picture is soon afterwards as I am still wearing my wig.


As my face continued to grow and change it regressed. My lower jaw became quite protruded and my eyes grew bulgier. This caused me a great deal of distress.

About fifteen

Eighteen (my debutante ball)

A couple of months after my eighteenth birthday I had my final surgery. This was me recovering from it:

This photo was taken on my nineteenth birthday when I was at university studying to be a teacher:

I went on with my life, trying to completely forget that I was born with Crouzon syndrome. It was only when I gave birth to my first child, who also had Crouzons, that it all hit me in the face... but that is another story.

Monday, 13 November 2017

Blog 101 - National Symposium on Inclusive Education 13 November 2017

Earlier this year I was privileged to speak at the Down Syndome Association of Queensland Education Conference on inclusive education, explaining what it is and why it is the best way to educate children with Down syndrome.

Yesterday I was fortunate to be sponsored by CRU (Community Resource Unit) to attend the National Symposium on Inclusive Education in Sydney. I also went as a member of the Queensland Collective of Inclusive Education. It was a very exciting event, full of international and Australian politicians, academics, teachers, advocates, parents and people with disabilities. We all came together with the same vision - to make mainstream Australian schools available for all students - no matter their disability.

The event was put on by Family Advocacy NSW.

So, why was there a need for the symposium?

* Other countries around the world have led change to create fully inclusive education systems backed up by legislation, policy and change management protocol. The symposium provided the opportunity to have these examples of implementation showcased, which highlighted the vision and commitment required for successful implementation. The event provided Australian stakeholders in education insight into the necessary steps to move towards a fully inclusive education system.

The speakers at the National Symposium on Inclusive Education were:
* Cecile Sullivan-Elder - Family Advocacy Executive Officer

* Rob Stokes, MP - NSW Minister for Education

* Alastair McEwin - Disability Discrimination Commissioner

* Roger Slee - Professor, School of Education, South Australia

* Jihad Dib, MP - NSW Shadow Minister for Education

* Jody Carr - MLA/depute Oromocto-Lincoln-Fredericton, Canada

* Emma Husar, MP - Federal MP and Parent Advocate

* Carol Quirk - Co-Founder Maryland Coalition for Inclusive Education

* Leanne Woodley - Senior Education Consultant, Association of Independent Schools, NSW

* Yolande Cailly - Parent and Advocate

* Loren Swancutt - Current Acting Deputy Principal & Substantive Head of Special Education, Townsville, QLD,

I will be writing more about the conference but the main messages were:

* All children belong together.
* Research has proven inclusive education benefits the child with disability, the children without disability, and the pedagogy (the way of teaching) of the teacher.
* Segregation takes the form of special schools, special education centres and support units, and within classrooms where children are away from their peers.
* An inclusive education is one where students are in the regular classroom as much time as their peers. Their work is modified where necessary and supports put in place so they can access all school activities and curriculum. They go on school excursions, camps, swimming lessons etc.
* Inclusive education leads to an ordinary life after school - employment, inclusion in society, friendships etc.
* It is against the law and human rights to refuse entry of a child with disability to a mainstream school.
* We need systemic change within the Australian education system. We particularly need to stop building special schools and put that money into mainstream schools for resources, teacher training etc.

Why am I an advocate for inclusive education?

I have a child with an intellectual impairment who is enrolled at her local mainstream school, and is being fully included. I have personally seen the benefits to my daughter, the other children in the school and the teachers (who have embraced it).

Carol Quirk from the Marylands Coalition for Inclusive Education, summed up reasons for advocacy at the National Symposium on Inclusive Education with the following diagram.

1) Equity - Every child has the right to a high quality education.
2) Opportunity - Every child deserves the opportunity for learning, friends, and the rhythms and routines of school life.
3) Society - Every child deserves to live in a society where mutual respect, empathy and acceptance of disability exists.

If children are hidden away in segregated settings, and not seen as an integral and ordinary part of school, society and their local community, then the above will not be achieved. When children with disability are fully included in mainstream schools, the other children  accept that disability is just another way people can be. All fear of disability is gone. This flows on to making the world a better place to live in.

Monday, 18 September 2017

Blog 100 - Brockwell the Brave and Land of Britannica

Double Book Launch of 
Brockwell the Brave and Land of Britannica

Last Saturday, the 16th of September, 2017, I was excited to have about fifty people join me to celebrate the publication of two books. The first, Brockwell the Brave, was published at the end of last year, but due to my husband being very ill, I delayed the launch. Land of Britannica is my latest book.

So what are these books about?
Well, I can tell you that they are both written for children aged 9 to 12.
They both feature dragons. 
They both are about family relationships and in both the main character becomes a hero.

Now how are they different? In a nutshell, they are both very different stories.  
Brockwell the Brave is set in Scandinavia in the Viking Era. The story revolves around a boy, Brockwell, who lives on a dragon farm. He is a gentle boy who loves spending time at the healing hut in the village. Brockwell is scared of the adult dragons he is expected to care for. This causes a lot of conflict with his father who sees Brockwell as a major disappointment. Later in the story, Brockwell's father does not return from rescuing an injured wild dragon and Brockwell must decide what he's going to do. You will have to read the rest of the story to find out what happens. But there's a magical tooth involved, the village bully, the support of a female best friend, and bravery.

In Land of Britannica, Brittney's parents have split up and she's not coping. She wants them to get back together. By way of a glowing green heart under her bed, Brittney is plunged into a magical world, the Land of Britannica, where she quickly finds out that she is the Chosen One as stated in the Book of the Kingdom. It is her destiny to save the cracked green heart that hangs in the sky. Again, I am not going to tell you what happens, except to say that this story is a tale of good versus evil. And I'll also tell you that Brittney journeys through a land where animals talk, the food is strange, there are dragons and a royal family, and she receives special clothing and powers.

So what inspired me to write these stories?
I wanted to write a book for each of my children. Last year's novel, Ride High Pineapple was dediated to my eldest daughter, Melissa. The second book I wrote I wanted to dedicate to my son, Nick. I could have written an adventure or fantasy story and he would have been happy but because I write about difference and diversity. I decided to focus on boys who do not fit the typical male stereotype, like Nick. My Nick has always ben gentle and walked to his own beat. He's never cared what others thought of him, and we have always been proud of him for this. Now I must emphasise that Nick is not a disappointment to his father like in the story. When I was writing the story, Nick was really into dragons and How to Train Your Dragon, so that gave me the idea for the setting.

Land of Britannica came in a different way. I was at Ladies Camp last year and a fellow camper asked me if I'd written a book that could help her grandchildren. They weren't coping with the parents' marriage breakup. This welled in my heart and I knew I had to write the book. I already had a story, Land of Tahlia, which I thought might work. The story ended up being torn apart, the characters names were changed, as well as the plot. The final version being Land of Britannica.

My third child's story is well underway and will be published next year You'll have to wait to see what that one is about. 

A couple of extra things about the stories:
Brockwell the Brave is a fantasy but I researched the Viking Era so the setting, food, utensils, housing, clothing etc. are all accurate. I also put in some of the Icelandic language which is the closest modern-day language to Old Norse that the Vikings spoke. The Land of Britannca is an allergory, like the Wizard of Oz, where the main character solves a real-world problem in a fantasy world. Each of the characters that Brittney rescues in the Land of Britannica are representative of the phases in the grief cycle that children go through when readjusting to their new family situation. 


In my speech I thanked my family, my friends who helped me set up and with the catering, my friend Raelene Purtill who was my MC, my fellow writers at Write Links, my editor Sally Odgers at Affordable Manuscript Assessments , and the team at Book Cover Cafe

The novels are available at many online stores, as a paperback and an ebook. See my website for more details.